Bima
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Post by Bima on Mar 16, 2004 4:08:16 GMT
Hi guys, I have just discovered these forums and apart from the therapeutic value for me of the ex premie forums I am quite amazed at the premie forum and the aggressive nature of the reactions to ex premie comment and the nik of the hate club or whatever they call this and the 7 forum. It's really enlightening to see and being a relative outsider to what has obviously been going on for sometime I am refreshed at the levity and logical discussion going on here not to mention the expose on fatguru .... keep it up yeah.  |
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Post by Jenifire on Mar 16, 2004 7:32:36 GMT
Hi Bima,
Welcome to the free life.
Have you been "out" for awhile?
I have been uninvolved with premies since 1988 and I find these forums to be very helpful...like you said, therapuetic.
Who else can truly understand our weird past?
Jennie
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Bima
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Post by Bima on Mar 16, 2004 11:40:52 GMT
Yeah been out for a while can't remember what year but your right who can really understand the feeling of all those lost years, the opportunities and ambition thrown away cause' it was just mind, tha lost friendships, wah I don't want ot think about too much it gets me all bitter and angry. But at least normal again and not guilty he he he he
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Post by Bima on Mar 16, 2004 11:43:53 GMT
I just had all my post deleted from the "premie" forum and I have only been aware of these forums two days, They thought I was some woman named Sylvia using an alias they are so fucking paranoid are they all still on acid ?
Cant believe it and I didn't say anything about the short fat one in fact copy patsed a few of his own quotes mmmmm ? that is paranoid.
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Post by hamzen on Mar 16, 2004 12:14:45 GMT
to be fair to them there's a fair bit of paranoia this side, with slightly more reason, there has been some nasty stuff, employers num,bers, home addresses, put up to try to put the frighteners on, and insider premie spys who have then decamped. Plus don't forget all the ex-premie forums are watched and checked daily by elaz\n vital monitors, some of whom have defected after continual reading of these sites. mad little gamne eh  |
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Post by Bima on Mar 17, 2004 1:33:19 GMT
Yeah Hamzen I have just checked the premie forum and all my posts where deleted not just the rude ones but also the genuine questions about how much truth there is in all the expose stuff you know, the Monice Bill Maharaji thing, the Hashish, the drink etc etc and the money laundering stuff. No answer, rebuttal or denial just deleted and man the niks they give to the ex's is alarming "the hate club" and the derogitory remarks and prattle is jsut unbelievable while being unbiased because I have only been viewing both forums for two days I see quite clearly so much hatred and bitterness in their forum almost anger at those who chose freedom and wish the truth to be made known. How can it be if the "experience" is so linked to peace, love, understanding, patience and vitrue that people would not wish to avidly and accurately challenge all these exposes and find the real truthof the matter no matter what the result good or dissappointing one would imagine after all the effort, money devotion and life people throw into K and M they would really want to know the truth if there was some doubt about his sincerety and credentials of integrity. Perplexing to say the least but then again most of us where and are still (some) very much bathed and expert in denial, not sure because of the drug culture many of us came from or if it was a bi product of the indoctrination personally for me it was a bit of both and the years of K and M just perfected the technique.... embarrassing now but relaxing to now it's gone.
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